School
More PW... But that's okay, the school work load is still fine. I still do my tutorials, and will continur to be. Got back my results for Mid-Years. I wonder any 07S41 got higher than 70? If not, me and Erik ties for the first :D!
Flyff
The guild upsets over the loss of a nice guildmate. It's okay, I think. Just leave her alone and she will come back soon. The guild needs a revamp! Time for kicking and recruiting! Time to get the guild hyperactive again! Lol. Spam guild chat man! The joke not that funny la, just puns and puns.
Joke of the Week
"Welcome to Entropy Burgers -- may I take your order?"
"I put in disorder a long time ago. The service here is getting worse all the time."
"My experience Gibbs me reason to believe you.""I know the waitress who asked that, too. Her name's Ellen Omega. She really made me thermally dynamic. So, I asked her out. I tell you, when she don't like you, she really Boltz, man. Women like that are never distributed normally among the population."
Friday, July 27, 2007
Friday, July 20, 2007
School
This is bad. My weekends are eaten up by PW. Sian, faster finish our WR first draft, lol. School continues to be okay. Lol at today's chemistry end lesson.
Others
Perfect Cherry Blossom rox! The game with the excitement, enjoyment, music! Omg, you've got to think it's music owns!
Joke of the Week
Q: What is the chemical symbol for diarrhea?
A: (CO(NH2)2)2
E: (Co(NH2)2)2 is a dimer and urea is the molecule CO(NH2)2
This is bad. My weekends are eaten up by PW. Sian, faster finish our WR first draft, lol. School continues to be okay. Lol at today's chemistry end lesson.
Others
Perfect Cherry Blossom rox! The game with the excitement, enjoyment, music! Omg, you've got to think it's music owns!
Joke of the Week
Q: What is the chemical symbol for diarrhea?
A: (CO(NH2)2)2
E: (Co(NH2)2)2 is a dimer and urea is the molecule CO(NH2)2
Friday, July 13, 2007
School
So like, wow. All the subjects I'm pro in are back. I shall not say it, in case anyone thinks what I'm not. Urgh. PW!!! Time to start writing the Written Report. Siao liao lor. The work load in school continues to be the same.
Others
I suddenly interested in playing piano. Actually, only interested in mastering a piece: Eternity ~Memories of Lightwaves~. Lol, playing with 2 hands is hard, but I can do it, because I think I can. I will try my best to learn it. It's very nice! Ringmaster life is starting soon!
Joke of the Week
A physics student once got the following question in an exam: "You are given an accurate
barometer. How would you use it to determine the height of a skyscraper?"
He answered, "Go to the top floor, tie a long piece of string to the barometer, let it down utill it touches the ground and measure the length of the string." The examiner wasn't satisfied, so they decided to interview the guy:
"Can you give us another method, one which demonstrates your knowledge of Physics?"
"Sure, go to the top floor, drop the barometer off, and measure how long before it hits the
ground..."
"Not, quite what we wanted, care to try again?"
"Make a pendulum of the barometer, measure its period at the bottom, then measure its
period at the top..."
"...another try?...."
"Measure the length of the barometer, then mount it vertically on the ground on a sunny day
and measure its shadow, measure the shadow of theskyscraper..."
"...and again?..."
"walk up the stairs and use the barometer as a ruler to measure the height of the walls in the
stairwells."
"...One more try?"
"Find where the janitor lives, knock on his door and say 'Please, Mr. Janitor, if I give you
this nice barometer, will you tell me the height of this building?'"
(Real method being finding the pressure difference)
So like, wow. All the subjects I'm pro in are back. I shall not say it, in case anyone thinks what I'm not. Urgh. PW!!! Time to start writing the Written Report. Siao liao lor. The work load in school continues to be the same.
Others
I suddenly interested in playing piano. Actually, only interested in mastering a piece: Eternity ~Memories of Lightwaves~. Lol, playing with 2 hands is hard, but I can do it, because I think I can. I will try my best to learn it. It's very nice! Ringmaster life is starting soon!
Joke of the Week
A physics student once got the following question in an exam: "You are given an accurate
barometer. How would you use it to determine the height of a skyscraper?"
He answered, "Go to the top floor, tie a long piece of string to the barometer, let it down utill it touches the ground and measure the length of the string." The examiner wasn't satisfied, so they decided to interview the guy:
"Can you give us another method, one which demonstrates your knowledge of Physics?"
"Sure, go to the top floor, drop the barometer off, and measure how long before it hits the
ground..."
"Not, quite what we wanted, care to try again?"
"Make a pendulum of the barometer, measure its period at the bottom, then measure its
period at the top..."
"...another try?...."
"Measure the length of the barometer, then mount it vertically on the ground on a sunny day
and measure its shadow, measure the shadow of theskyscraper..."
"...and again?..."
"walk up the stairs and use the barometer as a ruler to measure the height of the walls in the
stairwells."
"...One more try?"
"Find where the janitor lives, knock on his door and say 'Please, Mr. Janitor, if I give you
this nice barometer, will you tell me the height of this building?'"
(Real method being finding the pressure difference)
Friday, July 06, 2007
School
Heh. Now school, back, and is full spam liao. I have 3 main areas of focuses now. 1st and most important: School work. This one is no doubt. 2nd is my pw, urgh, pw is back and is really taking up a big part in my mind. 3rd is my H3 Science Reserch! This thingy requires a lot of my time man. I might just havea little bit time for recreation.
Others
The sudden love of Yasunori Mitsuda's music. Darn I can't put up my Trans-port Cis-tem joke!
Joke of the Week
Three statisticians go out hunting together. After a while they spot a solitary rabbit. The first statistician takes aim and overshoots. The second aims and undershoots. The third shouts out "We got him!"
Heh. Now school, back, and is full spam liao. I have 3 main areas of focuses now. 1st and most important: School work. This one is no doubt. 2nd is my pw, urgh, pw is back and is really taking up a big part in my mind. 3rd is my H3 Science Reserch! This thingy requires a lot of my time man. I might just havea little bit time for recreation.
Others
The sudden love of Yasunori Mitsuda's music. Darn I can't put up my Trans-port Cis-tem joke!
Joke of the Week
Three statisticians go out hunting together. After a while they spot a solitary rabbit. The first statistician takes aim and overshoots. The second aims and undershoots. The third shouts out "We got him!"
Tuesday, July 03, 2007
The only place I can scream and not get heard.
Right, I try to be the best, kindest guild leader there ever can be, but mayb e I'm just a bad person. I've played flyff for so long, I had faced problems my members will face. Why didn't I learn from the mistakes of my old guildmates and prevent myself from making mistakes causing hurt to my guildmates? Maybe, I'm just not up to it.
So Guild Leaders are supposed to take care for all their guildmates and not to be cared for by anyone. Blame it on myself for being the longest player of flyff in the guild, and being the guild leader. Now I got myself a daunting task. I had always knew that managing a guild is not easy, especially guilds that are neither noob or pro, but in between, such as our guild.
If those emo people say that they appear hard on the outside, but soft inside their hearts, I'm a totally emo crap person. A guy's way of speech, but a girl's heart and thoughts. It's either I'm really like this or I'm just a very sick and perverse person.
When I meet wihth such conflicts, I will always bring myself to look on d3y/dx3 mode, that is, look at the overview and make a judgement based on everyone's viewpoint. I tend to blame myseelf for conflicts, as it takes two to create a conflict, and I'm one of them. I've been brought up to think like this.
That night, I told him: "I hate you, all you know is show off." I said this because I understand that showing off pisses one off. I don't want him to piss anyone else off. That is the reason why I don't show off anymore. Or maybe it is because I have made him feel upset many times the past few days already.
Just after I got my blue name, I didn't call on anyone to show off/compare shades, or whatsoever. But he did, and that somehow got onto my nerve, so I decided not to see him. He got pissed and said that his presence and contributions are not felt. If this was true, he would be a rookie/supporter and not a Kingpin. I actually taught him a lot of stuff and made him what he is in flyff today (He did the later developments himself), but now he says he is a nobody. My guildmate went to comfort him, and not me, because he seems more emotionally unstable than I was, or maybe because I'm in the wrong. I don't resort to saying stuff like "Okay, so I'm a wooden block, a leecher in the guild, my contributions were nothing, etc" because I really thought they were childish and does not help the situation. But my guildmate actually went to comfort him!!! I could have done a lot of silly things, but I controlled myself. So, you people are right, I'm in the wrong. As the Guild Leader, a 17 year old, brought up in a weird family, I should have tried to prevent stuff like this which have happened to me, and hurt me, so that other people do not have to face what I have faced, and not get hurt. I guess I'm not sure mature after all, because I want actions that I think is mature to be known.
Now I understand. Adults are really difficult to be. They absorb all the feelings of anger, sadness, feeling of being wronged, guilt, and more, and can still act as if they are alright. That should be the right kind of person I shall be, from now on, die to my position in the guild. I have to be the most understanding, thoughtful, caring, helpful guild leader and to expect nothing in return, the perfect guild leader, in the perfect guild where my members wishes to be in. I came a long way, I will not give up on my guild. I founded it and will continue to love it and the people in it, make it rise.
A guild where everyone's presence is felt, requires the help of everyone.
Right, I have destressed, time to go to flyff and patch things up.
Flyff Special Report
Right, I try to be the best, kindest guild leader there ever can be, but mayb e I'm just a bad person. I've played flyff for so long, I had faced problems my members will face. Why didn't I learn from the mistakes of my old guildmates and prevent myself from making mistakes causing hurt to my guildmates? Maybe, I'm just not up to it.
So Guild Leaders are supposed to take care for all their guildmates and not to be cared for by anyone. Blame it on myself for being the longest player of flyff in the guild, and being the guild leader. Now I got myself a daunting task. I had always knew that managing a guild is not easy, especially guilds that are neither noob or pro, but in between, such as our guild.
If those emo people say that they appear hard on the outside, but soft inside their hearts, I'm a totally emo crap person. A guy's way of speech, but a girl's heart and thoughts. It's either I'm really like this or I'm just a very sick and perverse person.
When I meet wihth such conflicts, I will always bring myself to look on d3y/dx3 mode, that is, look at the overview and make a judgement based on everyone's viewpoint. I tend to blame myseelf for conflicts, as it takes two to create a conflict, and I'm one of them. I've been brought up to think like this.
That night, I told him: "I hate you, all you know is show off." I said this because I understand that showing off pisses one off. I don't want him to piss anyone else off. That is the reason why I don't show off anymore. Or maybe it is because I have made him feel upset many times the past few days already.
Just after I got my blue name, I didn't call on anyone to show off/compare shades, or whatsoever. But he did, and that somehow got onto my nerve, so I decided not to see him. He got pissed and said that his presence and contributions are not felt. If this was true, he would be a rookie/supporter and not a Kingpin. I actually taught him a lot of stuff and made him what he is in flyff today (He did the later developments himself), but now he says he is a nobody. My guildmate went to comfort him, and not me, because he seems more emotionally unstable than I was, or maybe because I'm in the wrong. I don't resort to saying stuff like "Okay, so I'm a wooden block, a leecher in the guild, my contributions were nothing, etc" because I really thought they were childish and does not help the situation. But my guildmate actually went to comfort him!!! I could have done a lot of silly things, but I controlled myself. So, you people are right, I'm in the wrong. As the Guild Leader, a 17 year old, brought up in a weird family, I should have tried to prevent stuff like this which have happened to me, and hurt me, so that other people do not have to face what I have faced, and not get hurt. I guess I'm not sure mature after all, because I want actions that I think is mature to be known.
Now I understand. Adults are really difficult to be. They absorb all the feelings of anger, sadness, feeling of being wronged, guilt, and more, and can still act as if they are alright. That should be the right kind of person I shall be, from now on, die to my position in the guild. I have to be the most understanding, thoughtful, caring, helpful guild leader and to expect nothing in return, the perfect guild leader, in the perfect guild where my members wishes to be in. I came a long way, I will not give up on my guild. I founded it and will continue to love it and the people in it, make it rise.
A guild where everyone's presence is felt, requires the help of everyone.
Right, I have destressed, time to go to flyff and patch things up.
Flyff Special Report
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